Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The Next Big Thing!


Last Monday, I was given a chance to meet our famous Kee Thuan Chye. The meeting was short but it was an interesting one. I was being attentive throughout the session. I’ve learned a lot. We barely know what we will become in future. I mean Kee Thuan Chye was just a normal kid who enjoyed reading literary texts and he appeared to be someone else. He is someone who stands for what he believes in and it such a great reminder for us to always believe in ourselves. I mean he shows great affection towards what he loves and it pays off. He actually gets what he is looking for so now, it should start to think about what I like and pursue my own interest.

Kee Thuan Chye talked a lot about political issues in Malaysia and for god’s sake, I don’t know anything. I’m barely know whoever work in political sectors so I’m just nodding throughout the session even though I don’t know what the hell was he talked about. Anyway, it such a great deal to listens to someone very knowledgeable and he talked a bit about his background during the earlier session and I am thrilled. He was trying his best and I shouldn’t say anything else except bravo. He really deserves what he own now and probably, his writing are all provocative. There are things to argue about but at the same time it educates us by looking thoroughly within our social context. I’ve learned a lot that day and thank a lot to Dr Edwin for inviting someone very dear to our heart.

After all, I have learned that life isn’t easy. You have to learn how to take risk and fight for what you think is right. Last but not least, he really am grounded I’m mean he may be the star but he never act like one but place himself among the others. He such a humble person even though he can claim that he is so over us. Great attitude!

New Beginning...Not Bad!

Learning, adapting and reflecting what I have done so far change me a lot. I’ve learned that you have to take some risk and befriend not only with others but yourself in order to succeed. I started my micro-teaching lesson with Mr Harold Pong. It was very nice. Perhaps, I realized that I failed it because I can’t get away with my nerves system. I started to lose focus when I get nervous.

Then, I have this unusual habit of moving my hands whenever I get nervous but I tried to control it as much as I don’t want my classmates to realize that I am nervous right at that moment. Another great thing I’ve learned during that set induction micro-teaching was class control was very important as a great teacher should by hook or by crook need to learn how to do that. There were certain things which I wasn’t sure I can handle it for example it’s really hard for me to project my voice when the students were busy talking so what did I do at that time was shouting but not so loud. Anyhow, there are reasons why teacher shouldn’t shout a lot; first you don’t want to end up screaming like crazy and secondly, we should be able to attract student’s attention during set induction because that is the most important part in our teaching.

For me, set induction should be attractive, nice, and develop students’ interest so they won’t get bored for the entire lesson. Mr Harold commenting on my slide show and he said, the font wasn’t clear so maybe I can do something about it. Another lesson I’ve learned, last minute preparation sucks! Better get ready earlier then.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Wonder, Miracle, and Phenomenon

Learning Sophocles of “Oedipus Rex” make me wonder that what will happen to this world if Teiresias or oracle exist in this world, someone who have the eyes of god who can look upon the future. Teiresias once told that happen to have two genders male and female. In Greek mythology, Teiresias hit a pair of mating snake so Hera, Zeus’s wife turn him into women. Lady Teiresias possessed the power of prophecy so she can predict what will happen in the future. After seven year he change into women, he again found a pair of mating snakes and this time, he let it go. As a result, he was released from the curse and regains his masculinity. He then reveal the secret of women as he experienced it before that men only pleasure one over ten but women enjoy the greater pleasure after all. Hera mad at him and once again she cast a curse and struck him with blindness. Zeus can’t do anything but he did give him with the power of foresight to tell future or something the eyes can’t see. His power of foresight comes in different shape such as vision. Sometimes birds will eventually whisper to his ears about the information of prophecy because he also given the power to communicate with animal and so he used his gift to foretell future.
Later, when we read about Oedipus the king, he was accused of killing his own father Laios. The oracle, ’Teiresias’ predict that the plague happened to be Oedipus fault but he refused to say it at first but after he was threatened by the king himself, he couldn’t speaking anything else but the truth. Teiresias character is very powerful as he capture the moment where he know what is happening and what is going to happen. The symbolism of human power is rather blasphemy because he cannot see but he can tell what more than eyes can ever do. Indeed if the power fall to a wrong hand that cannot handle it and it might be a bad thing if human can discover what will happen next because we always want good thing to happen.

Script Writing

Learning drama and trying to adapt it by writing our own play is not easy. Throughout the process, we learned that cooperation is one of the key factors to write a good play beside genuine idea and authenticity of thought can be the most important factor that leads to our success. Overall, we have been trying to come out with our own idea that simple and readable. I was the one who give the idea about “Jar of wishes” and that is because in my entire life, I have never try to eat fortune cookies. I really want to eat once at least so this is my own interpretation based on my own self. My friends later contribute more ideas before we start writing the script.
Later I think it will be good if we can have characters that define our background so multicultural background was one of a kind that people looking forward to read. Here, we want the student to appreciate the differences between each race or religions and the arrival of understanding to create a better understanding about Malaysian culture. I also learned that writing a script can actually broadened your view as you are not reading anymore but trying to start writing and seek for audience reactions whether our play is good or not. Frankly speaking, I was nervous as hell. Writing a script that based on your own understanding isn’t exactly what I’m looking forward to. I wanted to express myself but at the same time the reader have to be please or in another word they can understand the message that you are trying to convey. So far, I really hope that this will be a good start for me, but then I don’t know whether what I have done so far is worth a try because for me the play that you produce resembles who you really are.